So there are a lot of times I feel just plain overwhelmed. Who doesn't?!
My car window falls in and the part I need is discontinued, so I'm spending time hunting down resources to find the thing I need. The only fun I get out of it is picturing myself as a stealthy ninja with Peter Gunn theme music playing while I call every last place Google offers me.
I am still renovating this place I'm in so that I can have an awesome space I would want to rent to someone else who will appreciate it as much. I have a timeline because, well I just do. And I've missed it. Rule for me: GO WITH THE FLOW.
Work...yes. Hours and hours and hours and stuff.
Class....doing my best to stay on top of things to the best of my ability while finding time for sleep.
Illness....OMG who has time for that!!
And things......keep.....happening........
Sleep....what is that?
Really, what is that?
I have to look at myself and see myself for what I'm "DOING." Yes, things have to get done, because most of the time, I'm the only one in my own space to do them.
So things I'm doing that I have a CHOICE of....I look at myself and ask what space am I coming from in wanting to/committing to do them?
Am I coming from a place of love? In a broader sense, probably yes. There are a lot of things I want to prove to myself. There are a lot of things I want to do for others.
But I can't help when the HVAC breaks, or the fuel pump goes, and things like this that just.....keep.....happening.....
So I do a lot of tools. The same tools I teach and have others do as well.
I am starting to do videos.....I REALLY LOVE VIDEOS.....and this one is a bit of a compilation.
The name will change, because it needs to be more universal....all the mind whirring, worries, pinging thoughts, stuff just all up in my head - I affectionately always called the Crayzie. Spelling on purpose.
But to be able to reach a wider audience to share the theme and the character that I'll be expanding on, I will call it something more universal.
Not sure what yet.
So this will be the only video that has my affectionately named Crayzie.
But I hope that the fun is relate-able and the tool simple and effective enough, to be useful and a great way to share our common "stuff" and how to do even just one tool to help.
Get out of our heads and back into our bodies.
Be the tree!